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I dun know what to do and where to be now... i just find it hard to be able to talk to u normally like the last time i have been with you... hoping that now i have lesser things in sch.. i will be able to have more time with u... i hope that it has not been too late to be there... but if you have ever felt that you don't belong in my heart, i believe is because i have not shown it to you directly... but do bear in mind that... no matter what i do, i will still be thinking of u... that is a promise to myself... i hope that you can understand....

Well i have found a solution to the troubles that i have being a late coming person... i think if i ever be... from now onwards i will call you first that i am heading over to where we are meeting... so dun make a move before i have said that i am on my way too... of cos if in the way i am not being able to come on time... pardon me... as i don't control the traffic...

I just wish that you will not think that i am ill treating you... nor taking you only for sex... and i just wisht that we can sustain this relationship... :'(