Dear... i am so sorry that i cried on the phone that was with you... i know that it makes u feel bad... i did not mean to do that and i was trying to hold myself when talking to you... but i guess... my feelings don't let me to... that is why i burst out... i am so sorry that i do that...
As much as always... i do miss you and also thinks about you through out my event making... thought that i dun tell you that... i have never been stop thinking that wat are you going to do at home... nothin.. or what... and as much as it... i dun think that the times to think about u during my event... is something called a hindrance... instead... thinking about u most of the times in my event planning did really give me a sense of comfort and it makes me think better... and know what i should do next...
As much as i like to help in organising event... i will really never forget you... i know that most of the time i met you... we would always go to TC and that we don't have much time to sit down and settle down to talk... but it is hurtful to me that you think i treated you as my sex buddy... i feels so heart-broken... i have never even have such thinking before... i have known and acknowledge you as my boyfriend... and a very caring and loving boyfriend... becos you have been taking care of me and as much... giving me support during my Council Month Event...
I am sorry also to force you to attend so many outings... even when you don't want to... u will still attend because of me... i guess... i would really cut down on my outing much... and spend more time on you... and also i think i will also do bring you on the outing when u feel comfortable with the people around... other than that... i will not ask you to follow me... :'( ...
I just hope that the day when we are happy being together will come again... i will longed for that day to come......
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